New Life

Last night at 7:27pm we got a phone call from Kyles brother saying Shauns water had broke and that they were on their way to the hosipisal (hospital) as payt calls it.  The initial shock of it all was a little overwhelming she wasnt due for 6 more weeks and still had the stitch in that was keeping baby brett in.  We felt excited/scared/anxious and many other things! We rushed over picked up julie and headed their way.  When we got there my amazing sister (in-law) was filling out her paper work and preparing for the long night ahead. We then sat around and played the waiting game.  After about 3 hours Shaun requested Kyle and I go to the house and get all of their things that they needed for the stay. We rushed out there and got everything took payton to her ma's house then I headed back to the hospital. By the time i had gotten back she had received her epideral and her stitch was being removed.  The doc said she went from a 1 to a snug 3 to a 5 within minutes.  We thought we were gonna be there just a bit longer then my handsome nephew would make his entrance. Well it wasnt a little bit longer it was a lot bit but every minute of the wait was well worth the arrival.  It was now 5:25 and Shauns mom rushed out to tell us she was starting to push, Julie and I jumped up and ran (jogged) as fast as we could to her room! WISHED her the best I said a little prayer in my head for her and then we stood outside the door! it was 5:53am when that little gift from god was brought out to the world and not but a few seconds later he was SCREAMING now normallly screaming isnt something I would enjoy at 5am! But this scream is something I will never forget it instantly brought tears to my eyes literally pulled my heart strings.  Bretts new life in this world had begun at that minute! Michelle came out tears in eyes and said we could come look at him. Our eyes filled with tears and hearts with joy we entered.  I remeber looking at shaun and at that moment knowing that if I can be half the woman in God that she is I will live an abundantley blessed life.  Shaun Vanzant YOU are my hero.  You brought a beautiful baby into this world and with out fear put everything in Gods hands.  I really did enjoy every minute of today even down to the bulge in the pants lol! I love you more than I can ever express and want you to know how much you mean to me.  You are an amazing woman with a heart for God.  Thank you for everything you do and have done for us.  I cant wait to make you an auntie, hopefully and auntie of multiples.

Enjoy life today.

Prayers for Peace

Well my computer has been broken so sorry I havent had the chance to keep you updated on a few things.  I had my appointment with my fertility specialist on monday and it went well. They are running a few different tests to see what they can do for me.  I have poly cystic ovarian syndrome and also my hormone and cholesterol levels are off along with my thyroid and a few other things.  I know God has a plan for me and Kyle and within time we will have a baby, it is just hard not knowing when and where we will be.  I just need lots of prayers for peace of mind and comfort. 

                  Feel Gods peace today.